Benci tul...

Benci tul...apesal x pandai buat ni huhuhu....

-salam-

Cerita weekend 14 & 15 April 2012

Salam...

Weekend lepas rase mcm best je sbb duduk umah kejap hihihi...lepas kemas2 rumah n buat benda2 yg sepatutnye aku buat pastu bersiap sbb ada jemputan mkn tghari kat umah SIL aku. Bersempena duduk umah baru. Umah kondo 2 bilik besar hall die besar...dapur die besar...bilik air die pon besar... semua pon besar lah... SIL kate kalo teringin nak mandi swimming pool free jemput datang umah die... insyallah... bleh lah ajar alanna berenang konon lah omaknye pon x tau berenang sangat nak ajar anak..kang x pasal dua dua kat lantai swimming pool je.

Lepas balik dari umah SIL. Husband plak ajar kuar...nak beli birthday present alanna...jadi terus anbek husband kat Gym n gi Curve...(saya suka gi curve x tau nape...hihihi) Mula2 tu husband kate kite round curve pastu kalo x dpt kat curve kite gi tesco mesti ada... sekali baru masuk 1st kedai dah jumpa mcm mana...? terpaksalah mengangkut barang tu ke hulu ke hilir...naseb x berat cume besar je.. kitaorg belikan alanna kuda goyang n beroda..

Lepas beli tu try letak alanna kat mainan goyang2 yg kene byr RM1 tu pastu goyang2 yg x sampai seminit tu.. konon nak try mainan ala2 kuda lah sekali...nanges...hihihi...dah bg bantal busuk pon still nanges...

Pastu kitaorg mkn kat Ikea sbb mcm lama x mkn kat situ. Siap order meatball 10 bijik (kate nak diet..puih...)

Lepas makan sempat lagi main bowling...1st time main 1 family... ibu ngan ayah main alanna tgk je tau... pastu kiteorg balik ngan perasaan penat...lagi pon dah nak tutup kedai kene lah balik...

Esoknye aku kene gi kenduri kawen kat kg ku banting selangor. Jadi kuar umah awal...sbb nak gi sana tghari.. sampai tempat kenduri aku pon melantak dgn lahapnye...lupa plak nak bergambar...kalo tgk mesti pengsan...bapak byk nasik org diet ni huhuhu....

Alanna nanges takut hihihi...sambil pegang bantal busuk die

Main bowling..

Ini Scorenye...saje x kasi nampak sbb x best pon huhuhu

Ni time takut2..naik sbb x bagi org lain naik bleh...

Ni time sugar rush hihihi....tgk betape x takut nye die...anak ibu good girl..(abaikan permandangan di belakang nye)

Sekian- wasalam

Saya nak kurus tau...

Assalammualaikum...

Akibat daripada menonton Extreme make over-lose weight (sebenarnye x tau tajuk crite tu ape hihihi) secara marathon aku seperti terdorong untuk menguruskan badan. FYI, berat sekarang adalah 60kg++ dulu sebelom aku mengandung berat aku cume 50kg +++ (ini pon dah kire gemuk hokey...) time mengandung usah crite lah mmg berat tapi ada alasan sbb mengandung lagi pon aku nye HB rendah so kene try mkn mcm2 utk menaikkan HB itu akhirnye berat je naik HB nye cukup2 je...cis...

Ok berbalik kepada kisah nak kurus..ari ni dengan semangat nye menggoogle lah pasal Kevin Zahri nye plan kurus badan. walaupon sebenarnye suami tersayang adalah seorng personal trainer hikhikhik..sbb husben kate kevin zahri ada buat buku pasal masakan diet utk org mesia so teringin nak makan yg berkhasiat sambil menguruskan badan kan...tp google punya google x dapat gak kevin zahrinye buku resepi...so nak kene terus mencari lah jawapnye...tgk MPH online ada buku resepi asian nye masakan tp nak kene gi MPH dan tgk dlm nye baru puas hati kan....kalo beli online sekali x best mau jadi perhiasan je kan x gi tu puan nonie??

Tapi disebabkan pg ni hanya bekfes roti gula yg keras tu + biskut cicah kopi jadi makanya tghari pon lapar ya amat...makanya terhasillah...makan kat bwh tu..

Hambek kaw!! ngan nasik penuhnye... ayam yg paling besar aku pilih...ngan sayur goreng lagi...

Mana lah perginye semangat nak diet ngan nak kurus aku pagi tadi tu....??? huhuhu hancusssssssss......

salam..

1...2....3.... Mula

Assalamualaikum..

Tajuk macam nak masuk lomba lari je... tapi x pon..saje sbb mcm nak mula posting blog...

Disebabkan pelbagai halangan yg boleh di elakkan tapi saje je x nak elak jadi belog ini telah lama meninggal..tengoklah last post bulan berapa? tahun berapa? la ni bulan berapa? tahun berapa?

Semenjak aku meninggalkan belog dalam bulan june 2011 (refer pada last post). Mestilah macam2 jadi. Sekarang dah masuk April 2012 anak ku yg baru sorang tu pon dah nak masuk 1tahun.. Alhamdulillah...eh nanti nak crite lah sejarah2 hidup..hihihi

Tahun 2012 ni aku dah start keje dah..baru terasa susahnye nak cari keje...apply keje dah beribu...(konon lah) gi interview pon dah byk..tapi rezeki dtg lambat sket...tp ape2 pon alhamdulillah akhirnya dpt gak keje...ada gak gajinye utk dibelanjakan...

Actually opis ni opis kakak ipar aku...so die lah yg suruh aku apply kat opis die jd cepat lah dapat..tp dlm masa yg sama ad 2 lagi comp yg offer keje, com

p besar plak tu.. tapi aku terpaksa tolak sebab aku nak keje kat opis kakak ipar aku lg pon rase terhutang budi pon ada...

Keje kat sini relex beb...x mcm dulu2 aku keje..stress...sini x de stress hihihi..boleh balik on time ( yes lah suke boleh tgk anak cepat2)..yg penting halal..

Ini lah Sharifah Nur Alanna Nafisa (buncit..kate mama fied)

ok lah itu dulu pendahuluan nye..lain kali ceta lagi..

-byebye-

apa khabar???

Ape lah khabar blog ni..lama x tulis.. X pandai satu..malas satu..dalam masa x tulis apa2 kat blog ni mcm2 dah berlaku. kawen lah, benti keje lah, bersalin lah, berpantang lah yg penting sekarang dah gemuk huhuhu..

hhhmmm.....malas makan bleh?

Kenape saya malas makan pada tghari yg terik ini...?

1.adakah mungkin kerana saya punya perot sudah sakit...sebab cb...?
2.ataupon saya malas nak turun bawah kat kedai mamak tue sebab surenye lauk kat kedai tue...saaammmmeeeeee je....harganya pasti mahal..
3.ataupon saya stress?
4.ataupon saya kangen?
5.ataupon adakah saya sudah benar2 tersadar bahawasanya saya udah gemuk...

hhhhrrrmmmm????

Birthday yg ke-28

Tajuk ye ye je...tapi x de menda mau crite...

Semalam birthday saya yg ke 28...saya sudah tua 1 tahun lagi...alhamdulillah...
Terima kasih banyak2 pada member2...geng2...admire2(konon...mcm ado..)...emak...abah...abg...kakak...adek...yg ada meng'wish' pada saya...terharu saya dibuatnye...

Yg seronok malam tue dapat makan seafood abah yg belanja...dapat makan ikan...ketam ngan udang lagi...syokk...sehingga menjilat lengan katanye...

Yg x seronok...ada org janji nak kasi sms free 1 hari dari pagi sampai malam, tapi ari tue 1 sms saya x bleh kuar tau....benci...benci...benci...janji tinggal janji...
Tapi dari sebelom birthday lagi dah banyak kejutan dah die buat...sampai HP mahal saya bleh plak bertukar menjadi HP RM110...jgn x percaya...

p/s: kepada kengkawan yg mengsms saya lalu saya bertanya 'siapakah gerangan anda?' jgn marah ye...jgn terasa hati ye..& jgn terasa seperti saya telah membuang anda ye....sebab byk no hp dah x de lagi...

TQVM....sekian

Titipan Perjalanan( wah..wah..wah...tajuk poyo...)

Awal tahun nie aku gi umrah ngan omak ngan makcik & jugak pakcik yg kat kg geng2 omak le...syok woo...x pernah gi lah kate...
Memang kene time kate org...time2 tengah stress memang patut gi sana sungguh la tenang...

Lagi2 time tue tengah sejuk beku tapi tanpa salji lah ye...x yahlah aku nak gi europe merase winter...kat saudi pon dah sejuk...

Beberape keping gambar yg dapat aku upload...sebab aku x pandai nak upload byk2 ye...

-Nie time salam2 ngan muah2... sebelom pegi..


-Nie kat dalam saudi airline x bleh nak tido sebab xcited wokey...


- ha kat mana nie....? nie kat jabal rahmah...(tempat pertemuan adam & hawa...) org kata kene doa mintak jodoh kat sini....dah buat...tapi kene tunggu lah resultnye...(insyallah)

- Nie kat depan hotel madinah...dekat tau ngan masjid nabawi..

-nie pemandangan kat sana...saya malas nak edit...inilah hasilnye...hehehe...

-Sebenarnya nie nak ambek gambar mamat arab tue...muke sebijik legolas...tapi time tu lah die nak ambek gambar aku...hehehe...maap rasa perasan masih menebal dalam diri ye...

-Nie tempat yg paling...paling...paling syok...Kaabah...(subhanallah....sgt cantik...) syahdu tau...siap nanges...tapi tiap kali emak tengok aku... aku mesti control nanges...konon lah...



-Insyallah panjang umur murah rezeki nak gi lagi...

Nak buat jugak! nak buat jugak!

LAST PERSON WHO

1. Slept in a bed beside you: ermm..x de sape pon...

2. Saw you cry: ermm...x de sape pon..(malu lah nak tunjuk org...buruk...)

3. Went to the movies with: Krishna Mark

4. You went to the mall with: Krishna Mark

5. You went to dinner with: emak

6. You talked to on the phone: babe

7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it: errmmm....x de sape pon...

8. Broke your heart: eerrmmm....anta..(ye ke..eeerrmm...)

9. Made you laugh: geng & geng...



WOULD YOU RATHER?

10. Pierce your nose or tongue: cuping telinga..

11. Be serious or be funny: funny tau.

12. Drink whole or skim milk: skim sikit2 baru mencoba..

13. Die in a fire or drown: x nak takut..

14. Spend time with your parents or enemies: parents



every1 is complicated

ARE YOU..

15. Simple or complicated: simple agaknye...

16. Called Wilhelm: x tau pon...

17. Hardcore: tidak lah...



DO YOU PREFER. .

18. Flowers or candy: gula-gula

19. Grey or black: dua2 pon suka..

20. Color or black and white photos: dua2 pon suke..

1. Lust or love: love la kot...

22. Sunrise or sunset: Sunset..cantik..

23. M&Ms or Skittles: M&Ms.(cair dimolot bukan di tangan...)

24. Staying up late or waking up early: staying up late.



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY !!

25. Do you like anyone: yup..

26. Do they know it: nop..



DO YOU PREFER...

27. Sun or moon: Moon lah..

28. Winter or Fall: mcm x pernah rase je...

29. Left or right: kanan...lebih afdal..

30. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends: best friends laaa...

31. Sun or rain: Rain...bleh mandi ujan...bleh demam...bleh MC....

32. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream: chocolate

33. Vodka or Jack: heh...x bleh...x bleh...haram...



ABOUT YOU!

34. What time is it: 2.38pm..(kalo bos tau pasti marah...'i will kill u')

35. Name: Nor Uzaine Binti Minda

36. Nickname(s):uzaine, nonie, Che' non, mak non, autie non, no ann (ini paling sedikit org call)adik....(adik ke?)

37. Where were you born: umah nenek kat banting....

38. What is your birthdate: 10 May

39. What do you want: life happily ever after

40. Where do you want to live: mekah bleh...(islamic sket...)

41. How many kids do you want: 4,6 @ 10(ikot kemampuan)

42. What would you want to name a girl: Ariella

43. What would you want to name a boy: Ariel

44. You want to get married: pasti mauk....



UNIQUE!

45. Nervous habits: rasa nak berak...

46. Double jointed: ape nie?

47. Can you roll your tongue? bleh...

48. Can you raise one eyebrow? bleh kot...

49. Can you cross your eyes: heh...x bleh...

50. Do you make your bed daily: boleh lah dikatakan...

51. Which shoe goes on first: selipar jepun

52. Ever thrown one at someone: anjing kire x....?(die jahat...die kejar aku...)

53. On the average how much do you spend daily: eerrmmm...jap tekan calculator..RM10 kot...(wah mcm x percaya...!)

54. What jewellery do you wear: rantai panjang zhulian ada loket star2 lagi...



Other:

55. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: Twirl

56. Have you ever eaten Spam: huh...? x...

57. Favorite ice cream: eskem potong kacang merah..

58. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet: mcm x de je...

59. What's your favorite beverage: roti.

60. Do you cook: kurang



IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU?

61. Had a b/f or g/f: nope

62. Bought something you didn't need?: eeerrmmm...kalo beli pad 40keping..sedang kan umah ada lagi 40 keping...ini keperluan ke x keperluan....?

63. Sang in front of people: ada kot...?

64. Been hugged: ada...emak hug2 tiap kali gi keje..

65. Felt stupid: selalu...

66. Got drunk: oh...tidak...

67. Got high: kalo dari istilah direct translatenye 'dapat tinggi'...saya ukur ari tu saya merendah...so x dapat le tinggi.. jadi jawapan di sini...no no no...

68. Danced crazy: x pandai le nak ikot pamelo..die pro sgt..

69. Gotten your hair cut: ada 1 inci di hadapan..

70. Cried: always...(saje basuh mata...)

71. Lied: mungkin....

Butakah aku....?

hehehe...starting dah gelak...x le...aku rase mcm aku nie buta IT... teruk benar...nak tulis blog nie pon x de idea n x tau mcm mana nak fancykan die...
Aku tengok member2 yg lain tuh ok je...crite dahsyat...n layout pon dahsyat...hhmmm...??? syok je...tapi aku rase aku nie bukan buta IT tapi x cukup creative tuk blog2 nie...(buat kesimpulan sendiri...)

sekarang nye hobi baru baca blog org je...baca pengalaman org...baca crite comel, crite sedih n crite gumbira org...lagi best...sebabnye aku rase diorg semua ada life....aku nie terperuk je kat sini...gi office balik office...x de yg menarik langsung...percayalah...

Kat office x de gossip...most of the employee are chinese..jadi kalo ade gossip pon diorg cakap cina je...aku mesti tertinggal punya...kalo ade yg kesian ngan aku baru lah aku dapat translationnye...hehehe...

Balik office kat umah sorang2...ade housemate...tapi aku nie jenis balik lambat...sampai2 umah je..diorng dah tido..x..x pon aku yg mengantuk..n tido awal...hhmmm...x syok kan...My life such a boring...

Boyfriend...? bosan pk... boleh...tapi semua org dah risau...semua org dah buat suggestion suh mandi bunga...mandi bunga bawah jambatan...hehehe...bleh je...aku x kesah mandi..mandi nie...

hhuuuaaarrrggghhh...mengantuklah...tido lagi syok...
Selamat Berpuasa...(awal2 dah tinggal hehehe....)

Makan...dan makan...dan makan

Kalo sedih...makan...kalo suke makan..hari2 biasa pon makan...naseb ade bulan pose...kalo x...365 ari times 3x meals..makan...makan..makan...gile gemok...tadi pon baru je makan... makan besar kat umah wak aku...makan2 sebab pindah umah baru...gile sedap bubur red beans...nyam...nyam..
Naseb gi gym...(hehehehe...) kalo x dah lama dah gile gemok...
Tapi kate org memang la s'kang nie kurus slim melim...tapi kang bile lepas kawen..ada kemungkinan pertambahan berat badan tau...badan aku nie memang berkemungkinan besar lah...
Naseb kawen lambat lagi...(jodoh belom sampai....)

So selamat berposa ye..moga kurus...

Problem...Problem..Problem...

Semua org pon ada problem...terpulang pada macam mana seseorg tu handle problem tue...
aku dah x tau mcm mana lagi nak handle problem nie...problem nie memang aku cari sendiri ...padan lah ngan muka aku... :(
Money problem...dah naik gile aku pikirkan camna cara aku nak settle kan problem nie...kalo pinjam duit kat emak sekali pon...every month still ade short...gile lah...
Nama je belajar finance kat uni...tapi hampes...x bleh nak praktikkan langsung dalam idup...
kadang2 terpikir aku nie bodoh ke...? memang pon....tapi kalo tau pikir diri sendiri bodoh...still x jumpe jalan nak settle gak kan...so...bodoh tue memang wujud lah...
Entah lah...dah banyak expenses yg aku potong...tapi still...aaarrggghhh...tensionnye...
mana nak cari duit lagi nie...hhhmm... :(
Moga Allah bagi aku kekuatan & beri aku jalan untuk settle kan problem yg x seberape nie...problem duniawi tul lah....

Release sikit lah....

Lepas tulis my last blog...rase release plak...the next day tetiba rase macam bersemangat nak buat keje...tapi jadi terbantut sebab ade lagi yg masih aku x tau...gile...dah 4 tahun buat bende nih...tapi masih x tau...gile sengalkan...??
Nak buat camne....i'm still learning...
after this...aku harap aku akan terus maju n maju...hehehe...

Really out of my head....(This is not a suicidal note...!!!)

x tau le kenape...tahun nie banyak benda jadi yg memeningkan kepala aku...umur dah 27..tapi entah...x de achivement langsung pon...langsung x da ape yg nak dibangga kan...i'm i stupid...??

yg aku tau asyik nak benci keje je...duit pon sekang dah susut...hutang semakin bertambah...

org lain ade midas touch..which they can turn anything to gold...aku...disaster touch...turn gold to charcoal(tapi ini ade gak price nye...) ash lah...no price at all....

sekarang rase macam dah naik gile plak...should i or shouldn't i go to see the brain&emo specialist...

bukan x da member...member ramai...tapi diorng pon ada problem diorang sendiri...x kan aku nak sibok2 menyusahkan diorng lagi....kesian le kat diorng...

nak crite pada emak....macam x wajar...sebab emak x tau pon...pasal benda2 nie...kata org tua.....yg mampu dia advice....sabo je lah....aku dah lama dah sabo...

Relationship pon macam x syok this year... general relationship lah kan...aku bleh rase sensitive gile walaupon pasal benda sekecil kuman....aku minta maaf le pada sapa2 yg pernah aku terkecil hati...memang x sengaja...mintak maap banyak2 lah ye..nak kata pms...x pulak..sentive tue tiap2 hari wokeh...

Mungkin kah semua nie simptom2 kemurungan....? entah lah....

Ape yg penting...aku tawakal je...ape nak jadi ngan aku...harap2 aku bleh terus happy..happy...n happy...walaupon kemurungan....Insyallah...

New Life ke....?

Dah berape tahun da x tulis kat blog nie...almost 2 years...hehehe...nak buat camna..i'm a busy person...konon...busy tido...busy makan...n busy pening2 kepala sebab keje...but that was 1 year ago lah...another 1 year...miskin IT equipment...hehehe...kesian je..ek...
Now i'm busy with gym...new job... browsing(is it a correct word?) guys kalo2 ade yg berkenan dihati boleh buat laki...(hehehe...i'm 27th ma....still single n available...) n busy memikirkan cara2 nak save money for future...what a new life...
So welcome back to me...hope that new life can make me happier...

HHHHmmmmm....

Hhhhhmmmm....tadi bukak friendster yg dah berkurun x bukak tue...pastu tengok2 lah gambar2 member2 lama...alahai...best nye....gambar semuanya...gambar b'tunang lah....gambar kawen lah...syok nye....dah jadi bini orang dah semua kawan2 pompuan aku...ye...x kurang juga kawan2 lelaki...dah jadi laki orang semuanye....syok ye....hish.....
Bila dikenang2 zaman bebudak dulu...kelakar ye....macam2 perangai ada...ada yg kuat melalak...kuat bergosip...kuat mengatal...hehehe(x de...semua kawan aku baik..tau) ade yg kuat main...x lupa juga yg kuat tido....ade jugak yg kuat study....studur pun ade gak...hehehe....best nye zaman dulu2 kan....???
Sekarang bila semua dah belaki...dah bebini...tinggal lah aku sesorang...yg x punya sape...(eeeceh...)dah nasib badan nak buat camna....aku x marah pun korang belaki...aku kene terima qada' & qadar....ape pun...i'm happy to be single again...& aku tumpang happy for all my friends yg dah tukar title....happy...happy selalu...

Used To Love U

La La LaLa La La

Maybe, it's me, maybe I bore u
No no, it's my fault, cos I can't afford u
Maybe baby, puffy, jay z
would all be better for u
Cos all I can do is luv u

Baby when I used to luv u
Theres' nothing that I wouldn't do
I went thru the fire for you, do anything you
asked me to
But I tired of livin this lie
It's getting harder to justify
Realised that I just don't luv u
Not like I used to

La la lala la la

Maybe, I should rob somebody
So we could, live like whitney and bobby
It's probably my fault, my bad, my loss
But u are, above cost
Cos all I could do was luv u

Baby when I used to luv u, theres' nothing that I wouldn't do
I went thru the fire for you, do anything you asked me to
But i'm tired of living this lie
It's getting harder to justify
Realised that I just don't luv u
Not like I used to

Hola hola holaHola hola hola

Do you remember when I used to luv u
Baby no not any more, luv u
Ooohhhh, I luv u
And you're gonna miss me now

Baby when I used to luv u
There's nothing that I wouldn't do,
I went thru the fire for u, and i'm not gonna play the fool
No I can't live this life, and I can't justify, and I can't make up my life
Cos I don't luv u
Not like I used to do

Hola hola holaHola hola hola

Oh I used to luv u
Oh I used to luv u
Oh but I don't luv u
Oh but I don't luv u

Oh but you're gonna miss me now
Baby when I used to luv u, theres' nothing that I wouldn't do
I went thru the fire for you, do anything you asked me to
But i'm tired of living this lie
It's getting harder to justify
Realised that I just don't luv u
Not like I used to

la la lala la la

Oh I used to luv u
Oh I used to luv u
Oh but I don't luv u
Oh but I don't luv u
Oh but you're gonna miss me now
Oh but I don't luv uuuuuuuuuuu

Emotional ++ Sensitive

Nie nak crite pasal pagi tadi...kisah sedih...xtually x le sedih pun bagi org yg x berperasaan macam aku....macam nie crite nye...pagi tadi aku keluar umah dalam kul 7.30 gak lah....perassan ketika itu....ok lagi....aku pandulah kete macam biase....pastu...tiba kat depan sekolah ade lah xcident berlaku betul2 depan aku....moto langgar kete...mereka x cedera ape2..mungkin org yg bawak moto tu ada dapat lebab2 sikit lahkut...
Yg buat aku sedih nie macam nie....xtually memang la salah org yg bawak moto tue...sebab die x perasan kete tu brek....memang die yg salah lah....memang lah...& die dah mintak maap pun ngan org yg bawak kete tu....fyi...org yg bawak moto tue chinese innocent guy...memang innocent gile...moto kapcai...ade tampal P....kete org yg kene langgar tue...iswara aeroback...biru...pemandu melayu...back to the story....lepas die mintak maap...org yg bawak kete tue macam x puas hati lagi....die suruh mamat cina tue berhenti kat depan....sian lah kat mamat cina tue...memang lah die yg langgar...tapi dia dah mintak maap dah.....dah cakap dah die yg salah...siap kate...i x nampak u brek....lepaskan lah die....kete iswara tue...x calar ape pun...x pecah ape pun...nak je aku cakap...ala bang kete awak tu...x terusik bang...cuma langgar sikit je...mamat cina nie yg ilang balancing....tersandar sikit je....lepas dari itu..aku potong lah mereka...tapi aku siap berdoalah...moga cina tu dilepaskan...sebab muka die memang innocent gile....siap nangis lagi....aku rase aku nie...emosi terganggu lah...

Unfaithful

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no..Yeah yeah yeah

By Rihana

Macam Biase je

hhhhmmm....x tau nak tulis pasal ape....tidak ade perkara yg penting terjadi pada hari ini...aku tau hari nie masih ade separuh lagi....tapi..macam same je ngan hari2 biase yg lain....cuma last week..one whole week aku duduk ngan bakal kakak ipar aku kat USJ....sebab 1minggu emak aku gi kursus homestay....macam syok je duduk kat sana....datang office cepat....tapi still sama lah....pergi office...buat kerja yg banyak tu...pastu..stayback...pastu balik umah....sampai umah...mandi....makan....nonton tV...gayut jap...i love u...u love me....pastu tido ngan bantal busyuk....(eeemmm....)pastu esok pagi....
Weekend...nak balik umah banting tapi malas....so...tido2 lama sket...pastu rase macam dah x leh nak tido...bangun mandi...balik...angkut sekali kakak tu bawak gi umah makcik die kat klang....sebelum hantar die gi umah makcik die...kite singgah dulu Giant....ingat nak beli sabun je...tapi bila kuar....dapat kasut sekali daaaa....dahsyat....(sekarang nie tengah pakai...emmm)..sebelum memeulakan acara shopping...kami singgah makan kat 1 temapt nie...ala yg menu die tuh kebanyakkannye pizza...(jgn sebut...)masuk...order....tunggu lama sikit....pastu..jeng...jeng...jeng....bread stick die datang....kalo x silap akulah....biasanya breadstick die nampak menyelerakan...tapi hari tu....dienye bread tuh...kale sedikit colat...& lebih b'minyak dari biasa....apa lagi...angkat lah tangan....tanya...apesal kale nih....?Pastu org tuh tanya balik da....cik order yg mana ye....kami ada 2 jenis.....(selama ini...x pernah plak tau ade 2 jenis...musykil....)kami tanya lagi....jenis ape...biasa kami makan yg kale putih tuh...yg ade macam chese kat atas die tuh.....nasib baik die kate...nanti saya tukar ye cik.....ok lah tuh....belum ok lg lah....datang lah breadstick yg kami rase kami order tuh...memang lah kale die kale putih.....tapi kalo tengok die nye minyak...x hinggat....minyak die boleh buat goreng pisang lagi lah....di pendekkan crite aku yg tetibe je panjang nih....kami agak x puas hatilah makan kat situ ari tuh....siap ade org dielah datang tanya makanan sedap x...tuh yg x tahan..ape lagi..aku cakaplah dienye roti tuh x sedap....berminyak habis......habis lah crite......