Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Really out of my head....(This is not a suicidal note...!!!)

x tau le kenape...tahun nie banyak benda jadi yg memeningkan kepala aku...umur dah 27..tapi entah...x de achivement langsung pon...langsung x da ape yg nak dibangga kan...i'm i stupid...??
yg aku tau asyik nak benci keje je...duit pon sekang dah susut...hutang semakin bertambah...
org lain ade midas touch..which they can turn anything to gold...aku...disaster touch...turn gold to charcoal(tapi ini ade gak price nye...) ash lah...no price at all....
sekarang rase macam dah naik gile plak...should i or shouldn't i go to see the brain&emo specialist...
bukan x da member...member ramai...tapi diorng pon ada problem diorang sendiri...x kan aku nak sibok2 menyusahkan diorng lagi....kesian le kat diorng...
nak crite pada emak....macam x wajar...sebab emak x tau pon...pasal benda2 nie...kata org tua.....yg mampu dia advice....sabo je lah....aku dah lama dah sabo...
Relationship pon macam x syok this year... general relationship lah kan...aku bleh rase sensitive gile walaupon pasal benda sekecil kuman....aku minta maaf le pada sapa2 yg pernah aku terkecil hati...memang x sengaja...mintak maap banyak2 lah ye..nak kata pms...x pulak..sentive tue tiap2 hari wokeh...
Mungkin kah semua nie simptom2 kemurungan....? entah lah....
Ape yg penting...aku tawakal je...ape nak jadi ngan aku...harap2 aku bleh terus happy..happy...n happy...walaupon kemurungan....Insyallah...

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