Friday, June 27, 2008

Release sikit lah....


Lepas tulis my last blog...rase release plak...the next day tetiba rase macam bersemangat nak buat keje...tapi jadi terbantut sebab ade lagi yg masih aku x tau...gile...dah 4 tahun buat bende nih...tapi masih x tau...gile sengalkan...??
Nak buat camne....i'm still learning...
after this...aku harap aku akan terus maju n maju...hehehe...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Really out of my head....(This is not a suicidal note...!!!)

x tau le kenape...tahun nie banyak benda jadi yg memeningkan kepala aku...umur dah 27..tapi entah...x de achivement langsung pon...langsung x da ape yg nak dibangga kan...i'm i stupid...??
yg aku tau asyik nak benci keje je...duit pon sekang dah susut...hutang semakin bertambah...
org lain ade midas touch..which they can turn anything to gold...aku...disaster touch...turn gold to charcoal(tapi ini ade gak price nye...) ash lah...no price at all....
sekarang rase macam dah naik gile plak...should i or shouldn't i go to see the brain&emo specialist...
bukan x da member...member ramai...tapi diorng pon ada problem diorang sendiri...x kan aku nak sibok2 menyusahkan diorng lagi....kesian le kat diorng...
nak crite pada emak....macam x wajar...sebab emak x tau pon...pasal benda2 nie...kata org tua.....yg mampu dia advice....sabo je lah....aku dah lama dah sabo...
Relationship pon macam x syok this year... general relationship lah kan...aku bleh rase sensitive gile walaupon pasal benda sekecil kuman....aku minta maaf le pada sapa2 yg pernah aku terkecil hati...memang x sengaja...mintak maap banyak2 lah ye..nak kata pms...x pulak..sentive tue tiap2 hari wokeh...
Mungkin kah semua nie simptom2 kemurungan....? entah lah....
Ape yg penting...aku tawakal je...ape nak jadi ngan aku...harap2 aku bleh terus happy..happy...n happy...walaupon kemurungan....Insyallah...

Friday, June 06, 2008

New Life ke....?

Dah berape tahun da x tulis kat blog nie...almost 2 years...hehehe...nak buat camna..i'm a busy person...konon...busy tido...busy makan...n busy pening2 kepala sebab keje...but that was 1 year ago lah...another 1 year...miskin IT equipment...hehehe...kesian je..ek...
Now i'm busy with gym...new job... browsing(is it a correct word?) guys kalo2 ade yg berkenan dihati boleh buat laki...(hehehe...i'm 27th ma....still single n available...) n busy memikirkan cara2 nak save money for future...what a new life...
So welcome back to me...hope that new life can make me happier...