Monday, August 21, 2006

HHHHmmmmm....

Hhhhhmmmm....tadi bukak friendster yg dah berkurun x bukak tue...pastu tengok2 lah gambar2 member2 lama...alahai...best nye....gambar semuanya...gambar b'tunang lah....gambar kawen lah...syok nye....dah jadi bini orang dah semua kawan2 pompuan aku...ye...x kurang juga kawan2 lelaki...dah jadi laki orang semuanye....syok ye....hish.....
Bila dikenang2 zaman bebudak dulu...kelakar ye....macam2 perangai ada...ada yg kuat melalak...kuat bergosip...kuat mengatal...hehehe(x de...semua kawan aku baik..tau) ade yg kuat main...x lupa juga yg kuat tido....ade jugak yg kuat study....studur pun ade gak...hehehe....best nye zaman dulu2 kan....???
Sekarang bila semua dah belaki...dah bebini...tinggal lah aku sesorang...yg x punya sape...(eeeceh...)dah nasib badan nak buat camna....aku x marah pun korang belaki...aku kene terima qada' & qadar....ape pun...i'm happy to be single again...& aku tumpang happy for all my friends yg dah tukar title....happy...happy selalu...

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Used To Love U

La La LaLa La La

Maybe, it's me, maybe I bore u
No no, it's my fault, cos I can't afford u
Maybe baby, puffy, jay z
would all be better for u
Cos all I can do is luv u

Baby when I used to luv u
Theres' nothing that I wouldn't do
I went thru the fire for you, do anything you
asked me to
But I tired of livin this lie
It's getting harder to justify
Realised that I just don't luv u
Not like I used to

La la lala la la

Maybe, I should rob somebody
So we could, live like whitney and bobby
It's probably my fault, my bad, my loss
But u are, above cost
Cos all I could do was luv u

Baby when I used to luv u, theres' nothing that I wouldn't do
I went thru the fire for you, do anything you asked me to
But i'm tired of living this lie
It's getting harder to justify
Realised that I just don't luv u
Not like I used to

Hola hola holaHola hola hola

Do you remember when I used to luv u
Baby no not any more, luv u
Ooohhhh, I luv u
And you're gonna miss me now

Baby when I used to luv u
There's nothing that I wouldn't do,
I went thru the fire for u, and i'm not gonna play the fool
No I can't live this life, and I can't justify, and I can't make up my life
Cos I don't luv u
Not like I used to do

Hola hola holaHola hola hola

Oh I used to luv u
Oh I used to luv u
Oh but I don't luv u
Oh but I don't luv u

Oh but you're gonna miss me now
Baby when I used to luv u, theres' nothing that I wouldn't do
I went thru the fire for you, do anything you asked me to
But i'm tired of living this lie
It's getting harder to justify
Realised that I just don't luv u
Not like I used to

la la lala la la

Oh I used to luv u
Oh I used to luv u
Oh but I don't luv u
Oh but I don't luv u
Oh but you're gonna miss me now
Oh but I don't luv uuuuuuuuuuu

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Emotional ++ Sensitive

Nie nak crite pasal pagi tadi...kisah sedih...xtually x le sedih pun bagi org yg x berperasaan macam aku....macam nie crite nye...pagi tadi aku keluar umah dalam kul 7.30 gak lah....perassan ketika itu....ok lagi....aku pandulah kete macam biase....pastu...tiba kat depan sekolah ade lah xcident berlaku betul2 depan aku....moto langgar kete...mereka x cedera ape2..mungkin org yg bawak moto tu ada dapat lebab2 sikit lahkut...
Yg buat aku sedih nie macam nie....xtually memang la salah org yg bawak moto tue...sebab die x perasan kete tu brek....memang die yg salah lah....memang lah...& die dah mintak maap pun ngan org yg bawak kete tu....fyi...org yg bawak moto tue chinese innocent guy...memang innocent gile...moto kapcai...ade tampal P....kete org yg kene langgar tue...iswara aeroback...biru...pemandu melayu...back to the story....lepas die mintak maap...org yg bawak kete tue macam x puas hati lagi....die suruh mamat cina tue berhenti kat depan....sian lah kat mamat cina tue...memang lah die yg langgar...tapi dia dah mintak maap dah.....dah cakap dah die yg salah...siap kate...i x nampak u brek....lepaskan lah die....kete iswara tue...x calar ape pun...x pecah ape pun...nak je aku cakap...ala bang kete awak tu...x terusik bang...cuma langgar sikit je...mamat cina nie yg ilang balancing....tersandar sikit je....lepas dari itu..aku potong lah mereka...tapi aku siap berdoalah...moga cina tu dilepaskan...sebab muka die memang innocent gile....siap nangis lagi....aku rase aku nie...emosi terganggu lah...

Monday, May 22, 2006

Unfaithful

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no..Yeah yeah yeah


By Rihana

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Macam Biase je

hhhhmmm....x tau nak tulis pasal ape....tidak ade perkara yg penting terjadi pada hari ini...aku tau hari nie masih ade separuh lagi....tapi..macam same je ngan hari2 biase yg lain....cuma last week..one whole week aku duduk ngan bakal kakak ipar aku kat USJ....sebab 1minggu emak aku gi kursus homestay....macam syok je duduk kat sana....datang office cepat....tapi still sama lah....pergi office...buat kerja yg banyak tu...pastu..stayback...pastu balik umah....sampai umah...mandi....makan....nonton tV...gayut jap...i love u...u love me....pastu tido ngan bantal busyuk....(eeemmm....)pastu esok pagi....
Weekend...nak balik umah banting tapi malas....so...tido2 lama sket...pastu rase macam dah x leh nak tido...bangun mandi...balik...angkut sekali kakak tu bawak gi umah makcik die kat klang....sebelum hantar die gi umah makcik die...kite singgah dulu Giant....ingat nak beli sabun je...tapi bila kuar....dapat kasut sekali daaaa....dahsyat....(sekarang nie tengah pakai...emmm)..sebelum memeulakan acara shopping...kami singgah makan kat 1 temapt nie...ala yg menu die tuh kebanyakkannye pizza...(jgn sebut...)masuk...order....tunggu lama sikit....pastu..jeng...jeng...jeng....bread stick die datang....kalo x silap akulah....biasanya breadstick die nampak menyelerakan...tapi hari tu....dienye bread tuh...kale sedikit colat...& lebih b'minyak dari biasa....apa lagi...angkat lah tangan....tanya...apesal kale nih....?Pastu org tuh tanya balik da....cik order yg mana ye....kami ada 2 jenis.....(selama ini...x pernah plak tau ade 2 jenis...musykil....)kami tanya lagi....jenis ape...biasa kami makan yg kale putih tuh...yg ade macam chese kat atas die tuh.....nasib baik die kate...nanti saya tukar ye cik.....ok lah tuh....belum ok lg lah....datang lah breadstick yg kami rase kami order tuh...memang lah kale die kale putih.....tapi kalo tengok die nye minyak...x hinggat....minyak die boleh buat goreng pisang lagi lah....di pendekkan crite aku yg tetibe je panjang nih....kami agak x puas hatilah makan kat situ ari tuh....siap ade org dielah datang tanya makanan sedap x...tuh yg x tahan..ape lagi..aku cakaplah dienye roti tuh x sedap....berminyak habis......habis lah crite......

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Mungkir Bahagia

Dihimpit dicengkam rindu ini
Gerimis duka ku
mengghimpit kenangan silam
Resah dan pilu mengghampiri

Sunyinya malamku kelam
Pedih kemelut cinta
Dingin kelu bicara
Untuk mengungkap rindu

Sayangku mungkir pada kejujuranmu
Menolak segala bahagia dihadapanku
Kasihku mungkir pada kata janjiku
Berlri aku jauh dari cintaku
Ku kesali

Dikanyut dilambing ombak lara
Sepiku berkelana
Melayari jiwa nestapa
Menggagahi rasa kesayuan
Leburlah harapan cinta
Namun kesetiaanmu
Ku genggam bagai hukuman
Mengheret langkahku

Maafkan daku
Kekasih hati cinta kita berakhir
Maafkan daku
Kerna ku memungkirinya

Maafkan daku
kekasih hati cinta jadi begini
Maafkan daku
Ku mungkir bahagia

Sekian Terima Kasih.....sedih je... :(

Friday, March 31, 2006

No Idea

Hmmmm....now 7.25pm..but i'm still in the office...buat ape...? jangan di tanya...buat benda2 yg patut-patut laa....tak tau rasa ape s'kang pasal kerja nie...nak kata bosan pun boleh...nak kata x suka pun boleh...tapi nak buat camna...nanti kalo x de kerja sape nak bagi duit...x kan nak harap mak abah kut...dahla selama nie pun mereka dah tanggung..nie dah besar gajah pun nak mereka nak tanggung gak....
Kalo crite pasal duit...selamanya x akan habis...tapi kalo dah kaya...lain plak critenye pasal duit nie....kadang-kadang tension gak crite pasal duit nie....nak nangis pun ade...(ciwek=bahasa jawa)..macam x cukup aje...setiap kali gaji masuk ade je benda nak buat ngan duit tue...nak bayar kereta lah...rumah sewa lah...s'kang nie...minyak dah naik...nak kene budget untuk minyak kereta lebih-lebih....hhmmm...kadang-kadang t'paksa diet...kurang makan bukan sebab nak maintain kurus...tapi sebab dah x cukup duit...hari tue...aku dah sampai tahap t'paksa mengeluarkan duit simpanan....nak keluar rase macam sayang gile...sebab duit tue nak buat benda lain....kalo nak harap duit bonus....hhhmmm...hampeh..tah bila lah plak nak dapat.....
Ade gak cadangan nak buat part-time kat memana...tapi bila dilihat kerja aku nie yg kul 7 lebih pun x balik-balik lagi...terasa macam kurang harapan aje....x pe lah mungkin ade hikmahnye..disebalik kurang duit nie...mungkin...dah x bagi aku boros-boros sangat....tapi....hhmmm...dah memang dari azali aku boros..nak buat camna ek....?aku anggap ini dugaan je lah...senang crite....
Duit...duit...duit...

Hish....duit...duit

Friday, March 03, 2006

kerja oh kerja

kerja..oh kerja...sekarang nie tengah buat kerja...curi..curi tulis blog...jahat kan...x le jahat..tapi sape suruh x bagi internet kat pc aku...hah..kan aku dah buat jahat...kalo kat pc aku dah ade internet..aku x buat jahat macam ni de....
nie aku tengah buat kerja kat pc yg ade internet..so ambil kesempatan lah sikit...lagi pun..bukan semua web aku boleh masuk..certain..certain web site je...ini pun nasib baik lah Big Bos x de..on leave...kalo x...x de de aku bukak internet nie kat sini..dah lah die punya bilik kat belakang aku nie je hah....
Tengah buat cek nie...sape2 yg nak cek...boleh la contact aku..aku nie expert dalam prepare cek je..cek....korang le yg bagi ok...!!!bye...

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Salam Perkenalan

testing..testing..1..2..3..hello...anybody home....? sure x de...aku lah orang tue...buat-buat tanya lak...salam perkenalan..